Oh ay oh ay oh ouuu

Listened to this about 5 times in a row ;_;

My god.

Get over yourself, honestly.

This is a mess.

What's this really all about? I hate that we went from actual friends to nothing in the course of one summer. You say the reason is because I'm a douche bag, but how more vague can you get? Can you actually give me a real reason, or is it because I'm dating your ex (who you sure made it seem like you had gotten over, but clearly not, especially with what happened in September..)

I know there's some stupid ass guy rule which says "you can't date your friends ex" but after a certain amount of time, that dumb ass rule shouldn't apply. I really didn't want this to happen, you were one of the friends I had that I actually felt like I could talk to, because you were smart and you could relate to a lot of the stuff I talked about. If you thought I was a douche bag since the beginning, why wouldn't you tell me? Like, I'm not asking to be friends again, because after what you did, there's no chance of that ever happening (you obviously are fine with that, but I digress). All I want to know is the real reason, just give me a reason. I'm not sure if you'll read this, but whatever.

My day was shit.

The end.

So I'm in english class.

Bored as heeeelllll.
And I feel like somethings wrong with me. I can't quite put my finger on it. It's weird.
It's not any physical thing, it's emotional. I feel somehow depressed, or scared and I don't know why. What's wrong with me ;_;

Anyway, I'm excited for tonight. It's gonna be siiiick 8D
I hope im not like, depressed too much beforehand though. Dx I have this like, pit feeling in my stomache and I don't know why :( I don't like it.

Now for the part where I explain one of the things that I actually know is depressing me. Don't make fun of me for this, fellow bloggers, but I really have like, 0 friends who I really feel like I can trust or talk to. I don't have any "true" friends, it seems. ;_; Nobody at brebeuf wants to be my friend, and now after what happened, nobody from BR wants to talk to me either :c

I know this sounds similar to chelsey's thing, but it isn't D:

I know I talk to some of you, but it just seems like I really don't have any "real" friends, and it hurts D:

Oh man :D

Im so excited for tommorow 8D

Wow I've spent *counts on hands* Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Monday, Wednesday, Thursday with Chelsey and I'll be spending Friday and some of Saturday with her 8D I'm so happy :3

Someone kill me

I hurt. Alot. :c

My mom is so nice x3

Love you mom  <3

My weekend :D

So, my weekend was pretty amazing. Let me start from Friday:
Friday


So, on Friday, Brebeuf had a buyout for a football game. Me and Chelsey decided we would meet up that day and hangout. So at second period, I left school, and walked past a certain depressed looking individual (lolsux4u) and met Chelsey downtown. From there, we visited Bishop Ryan at 3rd period to see if we could get Chelsey's yearbook since she obviously went there last year. Needless to say, they were like "lolno" so we talked to Jacob and Sammie, went inside the cafeteria and talked to Nick while Chelsey talked to some random people that I didn't know xD Anyway, we went from BR to downtown Hamilton and walked around a bit until we saw Chelsey's friends Ashley Bradley and Nicole Heald :D they are pretty cool peoples, I met them before :D They also had their friend Geri with them, shes cool.. just a little strange, but really nice :D We walked and picked up Nicole's last Giant Tiger cheque, went to CashMoney (cash money, c-c-cash money) and got it cashed, then Ashley and Geri had to leave. So we walked around with Nicole for a bit, then she went home. So Chelsey and myself went up to my house and just chilled and played GTA 4. She ended up staying the night, which was nice. <3


Saturday


So on Saturday, after Chelsey woke up, we had a delicious breakfast of peanut butter chocolate chip eggos <3 Then she got sicky D: But she was otay after she threw up the yuckies xD Anyways, her brothers wanted to go buy Dead Rising 2, and they had Chelsey's bus pass and were supposed to give her money for stuff, so we went to go meet them, just to find out they didn't save any money for her, so I just gave her some of mine x3 Anyways, we went back to Jackson Square and then we, along with Chelsey's brother Josh, went and surprised her mommy with some pizza x333 Then we watched family guy for an hour and then we all went our separate ways D:


Thanksgiving Monday


My mother said I could invite Chelsey over for Turkey Day dinner x3 So I did. We chilled all day, ate dinner, and played GTA 4 for a while 8D Other stuffs happened too x33 it was nice x3 <3

This weekend was really amazing x3

Wow, lol

Today

5:23pm

have you been to escape at all?

no, do you still work there ?

no lol i quit at the end of august

i'm in barrie

why 

oh is that why

yeah i'm here for school now

oh I see

is he hiring? 8D

lol i don't think so

dammit

why are you selling your ps3?

phone bill.

lol

you should get rid of the phone

No i dont want my moms credit to go down for not paying LOL

haha

get a job

although

...

that's apparently what you are doing

i obviously am trying

go work at wendy's or tim horton's or soemthing

something*

no

why not?

I dont like fast food places they are silly

cool, i hope you can pay your phone bill with pride

fast food places are the best for someone your age

meh

my parents dont want me to either

wtf lol

i livwe close to 4 different grocery stores

then they should pay your fucking bill

LMAO

I know

it's fucked

it doesn't matter

i shouldnt have gotten the bill in the first place

even though it was an honest mistake

you should stop calling 1900 numbers

what did you do?

I let my girlfriend call me LOL

i thought i had unlimited incoming calls

but i dont

my bill is currently $262

lol you crazy bastard

lmao

man, have you decided what you're doing after high school?

yep

where are you going?

Slowhawk

EW NO

Lolyes

go somewhere and stay in residence

Why would I want to leave

because residence is FUCKING AWESOME

and hamilton blows giant hairy dicks

But my girlfriends in hamilton ;_;

trust me, you'll find a better one in res

LOL SHUT UP

the girls here are insanely hot

go buy some booze for underage kids you silly fuck

I WILL

lmao

wanna buy my ps3

why would i want two?

two are better than one

Prove me wrong